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Post by Ashtart on Oct 22, 2015 20:24:47 GMT -5
I went on a cross country trip! It was wild. I did so much magik! And when I came back I was about 10,000 times sparklier, but the Gates were still closed. I know they want to open. That's why I was pulled across country.
I went to see if I could find my soul mate and meet him and join up with him. He was going to be in San Francisco. I got on a Greyhound bus and got to see the country in a way I'd never seen it! From DC up to Pittsburgh, looking nice. From Pittsburgh to Columbus Ohio which was where I did my first bit of magik.
An apple tree helped me find a huge ancient negative portal just letting in awful stuff over a highway. I took my besom (witches broom) and did a chant, threw some faery dust, spun in a circle, pounded the ground to wake up the goddess and called to the Heavens. It closed. I knew it was closed because I saw two horses right after! There was a lot of protective horse energy out that way.
Next Tulsa Oklahoma. There were these BEAUTIFUL sun faeries out there, dancing around everywhere so we did lots of blessing work.
Albequerque New Mexico, I met with another witch more seasoned than me and we danced a witches brew under the Full Moon.
I was feeling pretty charged by now, about three days in!
California at night, seeing gigantic blue guardians walking the gulches and ravines! Huge and peaceful but scary anyway! I'm glad the bus kept moving!
Then Oakland. That's where things really started to heat up. I did water magik with another budding witch friend and healer to bring the water back. Learned how the groundwater energy attracts sky water and the two must always be in balance with each other. Learned from Deer and Mountain Lion and Dog and Cat hahaha. Sacrificed my besom to the ravine, came into my goddesshood formally.
The day I wanted to meet him, we were kept apart by so many factors! But a man I did not know - I shit you not - stopped his car, looked confused, turned to look at me, said "Everything Will Be Okay." Looked confused again, and drove off. Thanks Divine! I know that everything is working out in the highest order.
Did you feel the Veils start to thin? I'm hearing reports. And knowing that patience is a virtue. But also knowing that like a child being born we have to burst from this skin. The Gateways have to open. We have to let go of this reality. We have to embrace greater things. How can you help? How can we open the Gateways together? Sound off fam!
~ Ash
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Post by Apzu-Nun on Oct 27, 2015 10:23:34 GMT -5
This post was so uplifting ![:)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/smiley.png) I wish I could get back into magick, but I cannot seem to find what form of magick calls to me, nature magick is so peaceful, but chaos magick is what I embody, literal chaos energy. I am hoping to find my soul mate one day. I might have already but he pushes me away for a reason I can't see to understand, but him doing so even hurts him.
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Post by Ashtart on Nov 2, 2015 17:07:21 GMT -5
![:)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/smiley.png) I wish I could get back into magick, but I cannot seem to find what form of magick calls to me, nature magick is so peaceful, but chaos magick is what I embody, literal chaos energy. That's a common problem! It's sort of a push and pull between your physical needs now and your soul's needs, and each one is going to call for something different because each one has different needs. Maybe there's a blend of the two that can help you channel your energy? ~ Ash
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Post by DarkLight on Nov 2, 2015 18:48:36 GMT -5
I felt something that week... Sounds like you were busy! And that sound like fun, hard work too I would to do so,etching too, but you showed me that all it takes is to just go out there. We all have our own Way to go. I realize I could and should do a lot right now.
@nunet: "One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star." - Friedrich Nietzsche. Chaos is needed to disrupt harmful orders. There always a calm before and after the chaos of a storm.
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Post by Apzu-Nun on Nov 3, 2015 8:09:39 GMT -5
I sought what would be a blend of the two, but my knowledge on magick is pretty little, and lovely quotes, very true.
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Post by Ashtart on Nov 5, 2015 16:43:19 GMT -5
Can I ask what system you tried? Or was it something you created? Sometimes the best thing is to create your own especially when you're a hybrid. In my case I learned Wicca, (which doesn't work for me), Druidry, (ditto), other people's systems of shamanism (ditto), High magick and so on. Lots of magical systems out there but very few that work for US, my guess being because they were created by humans for humans. Maybe you could help create a new magikal system that more of us would be interested in?
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Post by Apzu-Nun on Nov 6, 2015 22:10:53 GMT -5
I took the concept of chaos magick and applied it to paganism, but it just didn't feel right. I also looked through shamanism and Hoodoo. It didn't work either. So it's a pull to these things yet unable to get into the groove of them..and that makes perfect sense o.o
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Post by Ashtart on Nov 7, 2015 20:00:13 GMT -5
Also, thanks DarkLight ![:)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/smiley.png) it was a lot of hard work! It is absolutely just about putting yourself out there. This came to me the other day: Start where you are, with what you have. Just start. As long as you are trying, the rest takes care of itself. Even if you don't know what you're doing. And I agree with Nunet. Beautiful quote! Nunet, if both nature and chaos call to you, you may try asking chaotic nature gods to teach magik to you, a new system that you will be the author of and can teach to others. Those gods might be volcano, hurricane, decay, forest fire, growth is very chaotic so maybe wild vine faeries. I usually advise just to ask and listen. Look at pictures of hurricanes and volcanoes erupting to help you "tap in" or if you can even be in a place that has experienced chaos recently those spirits should all still be around
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Post by Apzu-Nun on Nov 8, 2015 14:20:29 GMT -5
Thank you! ![:)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/smiley.png)
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