Goddess/Sidhe/Demonic/Starseed
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Post by Ashtart on Mar 15, 2015 19:51:40 GMT -5
I'm Ashtart.
I met most of you on the Shadow of the Fallen forum.
Welcome to the Seven Sisters Board.
This board was created to give those of us who are gods, goddesses, demonic and ET a place to gather.
Why these four types?
Because these are the types that I identify with, and that I'd like to reunite with. These are also the types that I feel are being reawakened to their power now, and so this space is a safe space to explore and remember.
About me...
I've been on this journey with Shadow of the Fallen for about 8 years. When I first met Azaz'el and Ishtahar, I was only the third member of their new forum, after them, and I had tons of questions. "I feel like I may be an angel," "or maybe a vampire or a demon," 'I can feel wings on my back," "I remember battles in places that I've never been on experienced in this life." I talked A LOT and often, and because I talked so much with them, I remembered A LOT.
Here's all that I've remembered:
In the Beginning, there were Seven Sisters.
- This phrase comes into my mind a lot, but it's allegorical I was originally a goddess, and I had six sisters, and we sang and helped to keep the world in balance.
On the other side of the world, there were Seven Gods.
- There were also our brothers/gods/husbands who did their own thing. I don't know what they did, but I remember my sisters.
The Corruption entered the Universe from Beyond, and all fell into Ruin.
- A "third thing" that doesn't belong in this aspect of Creation made it into this Universe somehow. It corrupted the Seven gods who turned on the Seven goddesses. This began the major imbalance.
The Seven Sisters were killed, corrupted, split apart. Much turmoil ensued. And when the dust cleared, no one was as they were.
- Now I don't know what exactly Sidhe are, (I'm thinking a mixture of star song and star light and a planet's song), but this was what I turned into. I was split into many pieces, most that have been reunited within me now, but back then, I lost my memory and lived in the Sidhe cities.
And there were once huge, crystalline, advanced cities all over this planet. In the oceans, on the oceans, in the air, on the land. And the Sidhe lived with all the other beings here, including angels (Shadow).
Now I don't know what exactly the Shadow are (I'm thinking a mixture of solar fire and the gods' semen) but they were here as well. And my memories of them are blurry. Eventually we became very close.
We know that the Shadow and the Sidhe were enemies for a while, but they entered into a sort of truce after many terrible wars. I was offered to the Shadow for a while as their apprentice and so I became close to many of the Shadow and Grigori who would eventually Fall. But that's a story for elsewhere
In the Shadow city I met Iscarion, a Shadow leader who had once been of the gods as I had once been of the goddesses. He still had his memories, I did not. He wanted my love, but I did not like or love him. To the contrary, I rose an uprising against him and the Shadow when I saw the ways that they sought to dominate and control the world. The uprising failed, I was killed, again, resurrected, again, and retreated back into Sidhe.
Many years passed, and the Shadow that I had once been close to Fell and were changed when they took human lovers.
I went to their aid, and that was when I got trapped here.
When the Grigori Fell, the Shadow rulers closed the Gates between the magical and material realms. Which meant that all magical creatures here were trapped here. Forever. And that the magical peoples beyond could not directly interact with this place.
You may be one of those beings that was trapped here at that time. I imagine so. So I seek to open the Gateways and restore balance to the worlds. I hope you will join me.
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Post by DarkLight on Jul 27, 2015 18:18:05 GMT -5
Amazing.
Your story has taken you to what seems like one end of the galaxy and back. It reminds me how much I don't remember quite yet. But the destruction of the Seven Sisters seems familiar... I remember feeling that fissure rupture through the stars and that sense of something being very, very wrong. But me being who I was and still am, I don't know what else to make of it. Where does your demons side fit in? Was your Goddess self demonic before or after the Corruption came? I feel like something happened to my core self too, like it was shattered badly and I had to pick up the shards. But I don't know my soul's timeline, yet.
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Goddess/Sidhe/Demonic/Starseed
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Post by Ashtart on Sept 14, 2015 17:12:19 GMT -5
I don't have answers to those questions yet. Not concrete ones yet, anyway. I think the demon arose after the second ( major) time I was killed, on a slab of marble on a cave, or maybe after the third (major) time in a battle amongst the Shadow.
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