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Post by DarkLight on Sept 3, 2015 17:27:17 GMT -5
When I was a child, I loved talking about anything to do with space. Presently I identify with being Star Born I'll get to that later. I always went to the library and checked out books on stars and planets, that sort of thing. However when I was younger I had these vivid dreams about floating endlessly in space. I would wake up terrified afterwards. I had these dreams for many nights in a row, never really knowing what they meant.
Before I began to Awaken I had a similar dreams, except instead to floating uncontrollably amongst the stars, I was walking, calmly amongst The Pillars of Creation. I could hear voices speaking to me, telling about destiny and everything. Instead of fear I felt comfort, love even. Final parts of the dream consisted of feeling something enter in my chest, a blue colored star, that expanded and began to fill every blood vessel and every pore of my being. I woke up and felt the same way after that.
I still love space and anything to do with it. Hell, I even have an account for Destiny now. I just end wanted to share about how little things in the past, for better or for worse, have some meaning in the present. I wish to recognized this for the sake of my future, rather than ponder it and get stuck again in the past. Has something seemingly insignificant ended up meaning a whole lot in your soul's development, evolution or whatever you wish to call it?
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Post by Ashtart on Sept 6, 2015 0:43:47 GMT -5
Thanks for sharing! I've been kind of quiet for a while, the energy has been so INTENSE since about the middle of August, but it feels like it just broke. Lining forward to seeing others' thoughts on this excellent post! I might add my thoughts after Ash
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Post by Ashtart on Sept 12, 2015 11:22:46 GMT -5
The Pillars of Creation sound very interesting. You've mentioned them before and I'm very interested in them. The part about the star entering your chest resonated REALLY STRONG with me because that's something that happens to the faery character in the books I'm writing. She's holding "the center of the Earth" in her chest and lets it out and it looks like a milky quartz ball. Then she buries it in the Earth to keep it safe. The first draft had all the characters searching for this center. I've also had many visions about floating alone in space and still do. For me it's peaceful but also unbelievably lonely and isolating. Do you remember anything about how you end up drifting in space? For me I'm on a planet and just before it's destroyed I'm sent off-world to protect me. But what they didn't understand is that it would have been more peaceful for me to die with them than floating for thousands of years alone in the outer regions. LOL.
Thanks again for sharing
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Post by DarkLight on Sept 15, 2015 23:19:41 GMT -5
I usually end up flying into space but I can't stop myself and other times I'm already in space. I keep flying until I break through Earth's atmosphere. Then I'm swimming through the stars. I see Earth moving farther and farther from me and I get scared. Soon I end up surrounded by stars and nebulas and strange planets. In some dreams , there's another person with me, but even to this day, I never saw who they were. Sometimes I reach for them. I never caught their hand. Whenever I woke from these dreams, I actually felt my body hit the bed with a soft thud. In the dream with the Pillars of Creation,I fell back into bed, but where that star buzzed with energy. I could feel it take over me. Like I found a part of me I lost.
As for what the Pillars of Creation are, they are an iconic nebulae and the birthplace of stars systems and possibly Alien worlds. They have been destroyed, but one day another star will go supernova, making another nebula of creation that nurtures, and so on in a cosmic cycle of rebirth. I have to admit my heart broke when I found out they were destroyed a long time ago, but knowing that circle of rebirth will bring new stars and new nebulae and maybe new Pillars...I feel happy.
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Post by Ashtart on Sept 18, 2015 21:25:01 GMT -5
Interesting. Maybe the other person is your soul mate?
I've never heard of the Pillars before but that is sad if they're gone. What happened to them?
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Post by DarkLight on Sept 19, 2015 1:15:07 GMT -5
Maybe that person is.... I wonder why I could never reach them? I wonder what would happen if I did?
The Pillars were hit by a supernova eons ago. The impact destroyed them, much like what happens to other nebulae that nurture stars. Eventually those stars they nurture end up destroying them, but the destroyed stars end up creating new nebulae. They still look intact because they're many light years away from us. So they're gone...but still around. It'll take 1000 years to actually see the destruction.
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Post by Ashtart on Sept 22, 2015 16:44:12 GMT -5
A supernova scary. Sounds a little bit familiar. What *would* happen if you met them ?
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Post by DarkLight on Sept 22, 2015 19:07:24 GMT -5
A supernova scary. Sounds a little bit familiar. What *would* happen if you met them ? I wonder what would happen. Even in the one where I saw and talk with the Pillars, I saw someone there too. They gave me that star heart/soul thing that ended up inside my chest. I did see someone possibly that same person but all grown up, but their face was kinda of blurry. They had that star soul/heart inside them too. We were standing over a sunset looking ocean of stars. He handed me the star...thing. Then the dream shifted to the Pillars, and they talked to me. What at would happen? I have no idea yet. But I'd like to find out in in a picture of he Pillars of Creation, I could make up people shaped patterns. To be honest the dream I. Which I met the Pillars of Creation felt familiar too....like I was home.
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Post by Ashtart on Oct 25, 2015 22:50:36 GMT -5
Has something seemingly insignificant ended up meaning a whole lot in your soul's development, evolution or whatever you wish to call it? Also, to answer this, yes so many things. Like right now I'm getting back into the arts, dancing and singing. I used to pretend I was a famous dancer when I was a kid, and nothing makes me happier than being on stage under hot lights in front of an audience but I always blew these things off as not being worthwhile goals. Now at 32 I'm learning they're absolutely worthwhile goals, few things are more worthwhile than pursuing the thing you spend all of your time thinking about. So I just came back from my second open mic since I got back to this city, AND I'm dancing in the huge free art festival that starts next week. Grab life by the balls, lolol. But yes there have been so many things. It was the same with Japan, I obsess over that place and finally I'm realizing "if you love it so much why don't you marry it?" lolol like.... Obviously I should move to Japan. Life is weird like that. In some ways it doesn't turn out how you planned at all UNLESS maybe you've been listening to your little voice all along :/
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