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Post by Ashtart on May 8, 2015 11:28:18 GMT -5
The title may be a tad dramatic. Certainly I don't mean cataclysm in a bad way if that can be said.
As soon as I began to remember and reconnect with my soul mate in the spiritual plane, a great voice came through me and said he and I would come back together, and together, through us, we will bring the Green back to the planet. And this feels like some sort of necessary cataclysmic event. Like the sudden breakthrough of a shoot from the inner case of a seed, or a newly formed butterfly coming out of her chrysalis. Sort of violently beautiful.
I have noticed that changes I make within myself seem to..... Cause changes in the rest of the planet. It could be said to be a correlation but it feels like a causation. Whenever I open up or remember something it opens up walls and barriers for everyone else to walk through. Sometimes there's an earthquake or volcano eruption in a part of the world I am connected to in spirit, like labor pains. When I point these things out usually we're all just like "cool!" but I'm feeling recently that that misses the wider implications, that my spiritual state is really closely tied to the planet and everyone on it.
So if a minor breakthrough causes these sort of major breakthroughs and events for people here, life-changing events, what would a major breakthrough cause? Cataclysm. Would the world survive a breaking through of its shell? Is it ready for this? I feel as if I've been holding off from being truly fully myself for exactly that reason, year after year since 1989 I just didn't feel that the world was ready. Maybe the world's always been ready and it's just been me afraid of change.
I get visions that when we meet there will be sparkling green things everywhere, the air kind of filled with raw love, the scary kind that sees through all of your defenses and all of your flaws and loves you anyway, maybe even for your flaws. And a great unfolding and releasing of the secrets we all are too scared to release. It's like we won't have a choice anymore but we won't care, like the butterfly that has to come out because it is time, and she can't wait another minute. And there's a ripple that goes through time and space. I didn't think it will open the Gateways but it will allow those who do to, and it will clear our collective amnesia so that we are ready to see what comes through them without losing our minds. Maybe that's what "returning the Green" means.
And there will be a lot of happiness and joy but maybe too much? That's what I'm afraid of, the manic happiness that causes people to lose their reason. I don't want to be the cause of that (again).
Faery magick is so unpredictable and wild and intoxicating. I'm just so scared of how it will affect humans on that large a scale.
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Post by DarkLight on May 12, 2015 17:10:30 GMT -5
I think it's like drinking coffee or tea: we were once so used to it that we never noticed it's energizing effect on us. Then we stopped believing, stopped using that magick for a long time. Bringing it back again,like beginning to drink tea after a long time, it's going to feel incredibly intense. Sometimes loves ends up feeling like the alcohol that cleanses the wound rather than a warm tight hug in winter. Sometimes it's both. Love is raw and unrelenting in it's most purest (as in most natural) form.
A lot of things in our cultures have been watered down, romanticized, and white-washed to better "suit our palettes". But it's made us numb to many things, rendering some of us apathetic leaving the rest who are sensitive to magick and spirits believing they've gone mad.
I think we need the little bit of pain to know how important happiness is to us.
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Post by Ashtart on May 22, 2015 4:43:49 GMT -5
I think so too. Of course recently I've discovered an aspect of myself that actually wants to destroy everything. I think the other reason I always suppressed my goddess self is her and what she wants and she wants only destruction. She's very starlight and light and love, but she's been watching the planet so long that she sees humans as a plague that need to be wiped from the Earth and I almost can't hold her back anymore...
But another goddess friend (there are sso many of us!) suggested that the key might lie in all of us, especially those of us connected to the Earth, losing the identity of separation, seeing that we're all connected. I'm thinking that might balance her out, calm her rage. And if not then that this soul mate will stop her maybe. All my guides tell me it's safe to wake up and I won't kill everyone and they don't usually lie but she is pretty awful in the sheer rage sense.
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