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Post by Ashtart on May 4, 2015 15:24:17 GMT -5
I had a close encounter with my soul mate this weekend, still haven't come down from it. On a bit of a high. I think we did some magic together, him encouraging me to stop hiding my goddess self, me deciding to see him for who he really is (the god self). It was intense and then we parted ways in the physical but are still connected on the spiritual. I feel and am told by him and my guides that we will reconnect soon and it's probably for the best that we parted after that first night because the next day I felt absolutely awful. Really intense, transformational one-on-one love is something that I've been closed off from for years, our of self-preservation. That's the kind of love that he has for me. Energy wise it felt like every depressed, anxious, angry, discouraged, abandoned thought I've ever had, stored in my body, was being uprooted and cleansed out all at once by the purity of his love. It felt good AND it hurt like hell!! I lashed out over and over like I could get him to stop even if he wanted to, which he doesn't. So many blocks cleared all at once! I remember that I was a goddess and he was a god. That we still are. I think when we reconnect for keeps we will bring the Green back to this planet. Are y'all ready for that? I think we're both kind of awed and humbled and wary of the position that we're in. Yesterday I did a reading for myself and I heard someone tell me (an ancient I think. Someone who doesn't spend their time around me like my guides and they felt very very very old) that that was the closest the two of us have come together in 2500 years . I don't know what that means because I think we've surely had human lives together in the last few hundred years. I remember some. So maybe they meant as awakened beings? That could be true. Me aware of magic and my goddess self, him aware of magic and his god self, each of us aware of each other and the importance of our meeting? *chills*.... I was catching "The Fifth Element" over and over last month which I took as a sign from my guides to pay attention. The end of the movie, the main character just needs to be loved, to feel truly loved in order to save the planet. I felt this a bit around him, like a shining light was piercing through me from head to foot and down into the core of the planet..... And the funny thing was that before I could get to that point the demonic goddess aspect had to come up, wings and fangs and talons and all. And still be loved me. *chills* Things are changing soon. For all of us. None will be left behind. Are we ready for this change?
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Post by DarkLight on Jul 27, 2015 18:50:48 GMT -5
Healing hurts a lot. The proverbial alcohol on he wound to make it heal properly. That kind love of is be some desire at first...but have to become strong to lost themselves in it. Am I ready for the Green.? I imagine my guide is looking at me like "You better be or I'll give you such a beat down!", and to be honest she's right to be frustrated lol!
I love The Fifth Element, one of my favorite movies in fact. Love is such a powerful force in the Universe. Some would say Hate is, too but Hate is fueled by a venom can and will eventually waste its conduit away if expressed constantly. So many sweet and bitter things happen because of love. But if nurtured it brings the growth many hope for and growth. However I see why many fear it. I feel a little like that, fearful of that intensity but humbled by it transformational power. Especially when you said he accepts your demonic side, that what made realized how strong Love truly is, I wonder if that why so many spirits of war are also spirits of death and love....
Speaking of humility, I liked that you mentioned that you feel humbled upon realizing your responsibility as a goddess. So many people out there believe that we act like we're some BMOC (Big Man On Campus) in high school but most incarnated deities are like "Yeah I'm a god" and goes back to washing their dishes or paying bills or going to college.
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Post by Ashtart on Sept 14, 2015 17:17:59 GMT -5
Exactly. We're quite "normal" lol.
End of September/early October. Get ready.
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Post by DarkLight on Sept 15, 2015 22:32:41 GMT -5
Interesting! I had a feeling that something is being born or beginning. I'm usually ready for autumn, but this year I feel more eager and enthusiastic. I can feel it, I just don't know what it is yet. But I like the feeling, like my body and spirit is changing with the coming of autumn. Also I feel like something is fusing together around me and inside me. I feel so at ease.
Not to mention my near by dollar store just put up the Halloween candy. Must....resist!
Funny, I've wondering about my soulmate or twin flame (whether they are romantic or not, I have no clue) lately. When I do, I get this tingling in my forehead and that same night I dream deeply.
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Post by Ashtart on Sept 17, 2015 23:33:26 GMT -5
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Post by The Chaotic Mother on Sept 18, 2015 0:31:18 GMT -5
I have to admit, I've been getting the same feeling, that something going to begin soon. I've had the feeling for a long time, but I've been feeling it even more so as of late. And to be quite honest, I'm very much looking forward to whatever it may be.
~Meti'ne
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Post by Ashtart on Sept 18, 2015 9:03:56 GMT -5
Good! I'm glad that everyone can feel this coming
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Post by Ashtart on Oct 5, 2015 1:53:04 GMT -5
I'm going to see him in two days.
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Post by DarkLight on Oct 5, 2015 19:39:00 GMT -5
You are? That's awesome Do you have butterflies dancing around lol?
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Post by Ashtart on Oct 6, 2015 7:58:39 GMT -5
OMG yes !!
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Post by Ashtart on Oct 7, 2015 12:15:11 GMT -5
Waiting outside the venue.... Please send me your blessings for a successful encounter!!! ~ Ash
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Post by Ashtart on Oct 9, 2015 0:48:59 GMT -5
Wednesday has come and gone, do y'all feel anything? hahaha... We didn't truly connect, but we came really close in ways that changed us both kind of permanently. I feel like a completely different person now, inside, and like part of my past has just been wiped clean. New slate. It was confusing for a while, like "where do I go from here?" But then my guides came in like "Follow him." So that's the new plan.
How has your week been?
~ Ash
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Post by The Chaotic Mother on Oct 9, 2015 7:41:35 GMT -5
I'm honestly wondering if that encounter is the reason for my newfound ability to sexually touch one of my exes (who is also otherkin, specifically a demon. And we're still very, very close and even still in love with one another) from a distance. I discovered this interesting ability just yesterday and the ex and I have been describing it as doing such activities "astrally", though it's more like I'm just using the astral as a medium to provide a form of 'physical' contact. It's incredibly weird and freaky, but it's also really, really cool and makes me wonder if there are other similar and/or unrelated things I can do that I haven't discovered yet.
I tried to word that in as nonexplicit a way as possible, but I'll delete it if I'm asked. Or if a moderator feels more inclined to do it themselves, then feel free.
~Meti'ne
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Post by Ashtart on Oct 9, 2015 12:36:10 GMT -5
Yesssss awesome, thanks for sharing!!!
Bwahahaha excellent <3
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Post by The Chaotic Mother on Oct 9, 2015 12:41:45 GMT -5
No problem! I'm glad you found it worth reading. It was definitely astounding to find out about and quite the shock!
~Meti'ne
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