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Apr 12, 2015 10:00:18 GMT -5
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Post by Lux Ferae on Apr 12, 2015 10:00:18 GMT -5
I'm not sure where to start. I've sort of been lurking.
Once upon a time, I had somewhat of a connection to what I've seen mentioned as the Unseen, although perhaps awareness is a better way to put it.
A few years ago, nearly four, to be exact, I had a devastating life event (cancer with absolutely no cause or explanation). Any and all awareness I had was shut off and has remained gone ever since.
I've been trying to decide if I want to make some sort of attempt at trying to reconnect. I go between why bother to missing it dreadfully and wanting it back, and yet with the horrible view I have of so much now, I cannot imagine that any of the Unseen would want to reconnect with me because of my now very ugly perspective of everything.
Basically, I just wanted to come out of lurking and say hi, since I'd posted in the wee chat box.
So...hi.
Thank you for creating this space.
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Apr 12, 2015 23:31:18 GMT -5
Post by Ashtart on Apr 12, 2015 23:31:18 GMT -5
Hi Lux Ferae, you are most welcome! I'm sorry to hear about your terrible life event. Terrible life events always change us in some way, but regardless of what has happened, we have to be very strong to keep walking when something even our faith in life and the goodness of it has flown from our sides. You are very strong, Lux Ferae and strong voices are needed. Thanks for adding yours.
Today's pies are cherry and lemon?
Ash
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Apr 13, 2015 18:37:25 GMT -5
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Post by Lux Ferae on Apr 13, 2015 18:37:25 GMT -5
Thank you, Ashtart. I'm certainly not changed for the better, I know that much. I didn't have much faith in anything before, I can honestly say I certainly don't have any now.
Thank you for your kind words. I don't feel strong in any way, though. All I see within myself is weakness and failure now, where once I was strong and functional. There is nothing I have to say that anyone might want to hear, I believe.
Lemon pie, I think, thank you.
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Apr 13, 2015 21:55:04 GMT -5
Post by Ashtart on Apr 13, 2015 21:55:04 GMT -5
*passes out pie cups, plates, and napkins* Should we play a game while we eat?
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Apr 14, 2015 15:09:38 GMT -5
Post by Lux Ferae on Apr 14, 2015 15:09:38 GMT -5
I thought I had replied, but perhaps it didn't post.
Thank you, that looks lovely.
What sort of game?
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Apr 15, 2015 2:08:41 GMT -5
Post by Ashtart on Apr 15, 2015 2:08:41 GMT -5
Let's play... Two Truths and a Dream Wish. The way this goes is each of us will take turns. I'll go first. I've walked the Great Wall of China. I've swam at Waikiki Beach. I've visited the Lincoln Memorial. Two of those are true, and one is a dream wish. You all (whoever all is playing) tell me which one isn't true yet.
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Apr 15, 2015 7:23:08 GMT -5
Post by Lux Ferae on Apr 15, 2015 7:23:08 GMT -5
I think what you haven't done yet is walk on the Great Wall of China.
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Apr 15, 2015 10:34:14 GMT -5
Post by Ashtart on Apr 15, 2015 10:34:14 GMT -5
Ah you're right XD I had the chance a few years ago but it was just out of my budget. I want to go back to China and do that. So now y'all see how it works!! Your turn? Two Truths and a Dream Wish
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Apr 15, 2015 12:51:22 GMT -5
Post by Lux Ferae on Apr 15, 2015 12:51:22 GMT -5
I have no idea what to come up with. I'm a pretty boring person. Maybe someone else can come up with something creative to toss out.
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Apr 15, 2015 14:02:05 GMT -5
Post by Ashtart on Apr 15, 2015 14:02:05 GMT -5
Okay, I'll go again then I don't know how to drive. I started using the internet when I was 5. My favorite show is Sailor Moon. What do you think?
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Apr 16, 2015 14:17:46 GMT -5
Post by Lux Ferae on Apr 16, 2015 14:17:46 GMT -5
Well, it's plausible you don't know how to drive. Some people don't.
I've been on the internet over twenty years, so it's plausible you have been using it since you were five.
Sailor Moon was pretty awesome back in the day.
I'll go with the Sailor Moon thing. It wasn't your favorite show.
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Apr 16, 2015 15:30:15 GMT -5
Post by Ashtart on Apr 16, 2015 15:30:15 GMT -5
So close! I DON'T know how to drive you guessed right lol! That always makes me feel like a weirdo X(. There's a new Sailor Moon on right now *_* it's called Sailor Moon Crystal and it's pretty boss. She's much more of a superhero and it's based off the comic books which I really loved. Plus it's really almost unnecessarily pretty XD Last round *_* I am a website coder. I'm a witch. I went to my senior prom.
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Apr 16, 2015 19:42:33 GMT -5
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Post by Lux Ferae on Apr 16, 2015 19:42:33 GMT -5
I watched Sailor Moon when one of my children was like two. I didn't know there was a new one out.
All right. You didn't go to your senior prom. (I certainly didn't, so that's my guess.)
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Apr 17, 2015 8:41:57 GMT -5
Post by Apzu-Nun on Apr 17, 2015 8:41:57 GMT -5
Welcome to the Site
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Apr 17, 2015 16:16:51 GMT -5
Post by Lux Ferae on Apr 17, 2015 16:16:51 GMT -5
Thank you.
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